2009-04-10 - 5:23 p.m.
Jack Wakes Up To The Sound Of Music Slowly Disappearing From His Head
Last night I woke up to the sound of music slowly dissappearing from my head.
Sometimes I am sure I wake up singing, though I have never heard myself. I am not even sure what I am hearing or if I am really hearing it anymore.
Just that I woke up to this. Again.
This music.
In my head.
This music that is disappearing, becoming background noise, as I sit up, still sort of dreaming.
Somehow I'm here again. Staring at my room in the middle of the night.
I just wake up here.
Somehow things feel different than they did when I fell asleep.
I feel different.
Am I still dreaming?
Am I seeing my life from the perspective of a less conscious part of my mind? Somewhere between the ego and the truth.
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