2006-01-21 - 12:35 a.m.
Jack Is His Only Friend And His Worst Enemy
Sometimes, I feel like I can admit to anything. Anything at all. Except for loneliness.
Disconnection has become so natural.
I never talk to anyone anymore.
Really talk.
I am becoming further and further away all the time. A star on the horizon of a grey, milk diluted sky. I am growing smaller and smaller. Fading away. Disappearing.
No one notices or cares because I have always been latent.
This sort of thing is expected.
Still, no one is waiting on me to die.
They can not be bothered to remember such things.
And I am realizing more and more that I am my only companion. For better and for worse.
I am my only friend and my worst enemy.
*I apologize for the broken images. Next week I will probably be renewing my gold membership. Until then please bear with me. The support group still works.
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Jack Is Afraid Of Losing Everything - 2008-03-10
Jack Does Not Know What He Is Living For - 2008-03-07
Jack's Festering Apathy - 2008-03-07
